now that it's been a week (or however long) with out having the Punx CZ server up and running I'm starting not to miss it as much any more. I guess I've finally finished the denial and grief stage and I've now progressed into the acceptance stage.
Thanks to Punx closing the CZ server down I dno't even care about playing CZ anymore. I was disturbed at first when I would log on to a server, play for 15 min then quit. But after dealing with the endless servers populated by bots and power drunk 14 yr/o admins I just realized that except for punx, CZ is full of assholes. Also, now I'm coming to realize that I wasted nearly 2 hours a day on the server when I could have been doing something productive.
So thanks Defender for doing for me what I couldnt do for myself. Ending my 2+ year counter strike addiction.
p.s. Source blows.
Thanks to Punx closing the CZ server down I dno't even care about playing CZ anymore. I was disturbed at first when I would log on to a server, play for 15 min then quit. But after dealing with the endless servers populated by bots and power drunk 14 yr/o admins I just realized that except for punx, CZ is full of assholes. Also, now I'm coming to realize that I wasted nearly 2 hours a day on the server when I could have been doing something productive.
So thanks Defender for doing for me what I couldnt do for myself. Ending my 2+ year counter strike addiction.
p.s. Source blows.